Animal Sanctuary

whats bloggin?

2010-01-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

whats bloggin?

I got really tired so i decided to blog all of a sudden. Anyway this is a dam emo post so just let mi write all the random stuff i emoing here kay? Since no one read here anyway

Been feeling like lonely nowadays. Really quiet. School have been busy with phootshoot and soy to rush. I dunno why but i feel like there's not enough time.

I been thiking.....missing alot of people....

wonder how are they doing...

Been having weird dreams lately. Like super weird. One day i was dreaming of kanna rejected by her and then other day i dreamt i accidently kill alot of people cause i was so suay....then the others...i can't remember

Will the people i miss know that i'm been thiking of them?

will they even rememeber mi....

I'm just someone who isn't easy to remember anyway....

feel so lack of confidence recently...

doesn't anybody even know i'm still alive?..

I have nth to talk..

no one bother talking to mi either..

i dun even online msn anymore..maybe sometimes...

even i try to talk to someone...i will always feel like they dun want to talk to mi like tat...

then the conservation will just end like that....

i feel so alone......
so quiet.....
i just wanna slp through everything.....

i realli dun like quiet days

2009-08-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmn....what is life about?..
will i find it one day?
the thing that i'm supposed to be living for...
i lost again...
there's no one to trust anymore at all...
i'm stupid...
is there realli nth that last forever??...
nothing?

~ this feeling again and again~

2009-08-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

hmn...i always feel this...
i thought i could see the fireworks when i went to an empty space
instead i got alot of mosquitoes bites instead...-.-"
alone staring at the sky...
hearing the jetplanes flying pass...
i know that i'm alone again...

2009-06-10T14:40:00.001+08:00

Feelings. Feelings are pretty, valuable things.
Those things can't be taken away by anyone,
When you find them, you can't touch them,
And you can't put them in your hands.

Emotions...Glittering and beautiful...
The thing that i really wanted...

~alone~

2009-06-05T02:21:00.001+08:00

i dun want to be alone...:(...
i hate it...

~sleepy~

2009-06-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

i wanna slp....

2009-06-01T09:08:00.002+08:00

argh.......stupid macbook.....
use maya so much problem...
make mi not able to do my work...
wasted my time trying to solve it.....-.-".....

fail liaos lar.....

why so cold to mi liaos?...:(

2009-05-30T12:37:00.003+08:00

~lost~

i'm lost....
i look around mi....
.
.
.
.
.
i'm lost...

er..suddenly dunnno how to explain...-.-"...
so main point is i'm lost!!...
i dun see a path..
no matter how much i walk.......
even if there's no path....
i continue to walk for so long......
yet...i dun see anything no matter how much i walk...
i beginning to lost hope again.....
tat i will nvr see a path again.....
that i will be lost forever.....

as long as there a bit of hope....
i will continue..

Updates!!~

2009-05-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

ekk...my blog so negative one...-.-"...

opps.....dunno how long i nvr post sth cheerfull ler...:X...opps...
but since i promised....here goes nth!...

hmn....wat have i been doing...
my memory getting worst and worst nowadays....
dunno why...:X....
i will just write what i remember then!!....

i start from last week then....
(scroll back to read!!)

~coscon 23/05/09~

2009-05-24T21:19:00.001+08:00

~coscon 23/05/09~

Yesterday got cosplay event again....
woke up early in the morning......
end up no one pei mi go coscon...T.T.....
so i slack at home awhile then saw my twin online so ask him meet mi at coscon~

coscon...
i didn't have much fun i guess..
end up saikang-ing someone i dunno the DAM heavy bag...-.-"
but he promise to treat mi drink in the end!!...(will tat day come??..^^")...hahas...
butbut.....but...i dunno who is he...X:
or i actually noe him but i forgotten?...
memory dam bad ler now....~.~"

so after coscon...
situ want to ton....-.-"....
so end up kakashit and situ went to sengkang to ton..
first we went to find ika first
so we talk talk talk talk talk talk talk

after tat they went my house and play then ika house to play....
then at around 5am++ ika stayed at home and the rest of us went back my house
i slpt at around 6am~
not enough slp!!...T^T"....

stressfull sia.....~.~""

2009-05-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

stressfull sia.....~.~""

Today WHOLE day of school again!!.....
from 9am to 6pm!...
it's like the whole day!!..
wait....it IS the whole day....
-.-"

today school ended early!!!...by abit only.
arranged to meet ichiko-chan at pioneer mrt at 6.45pm so can go find tailor
poor little kid always sick the...
must take care of yrself more mah!!...

so i reach on time..or earlier....or late...which i dun remember...^^"
all i noe she reach later then mi!!...hohoho..
so went to find tailor...
THEN....stress liaos...
this wrong tat wrong......*faints*......
*wake up....
faints again*

stay there quite awhile so we were quite hungry when we leave,
so we end up go the near mrt station food court...
somepeople got scammed by the picture of the food....wahahhahahas...

seriously u are like the most interesting person i ever meet sia!!!!

so after eating we went our separate way home~

2009-05-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

~dunno why~

i kept on hav this feeling tat i pissing people off....

why..........

am i realli tat bad untill i piss u all...

gomen...............

gomen..

gomen

2009-05-07T00:02:00.004+08:00

~ nothing......nothing...~

my heart....
i dunno wat to feel....
dunno wat is feeling anymore...

seems tat no matter wat i do...
nobody will not appreciate wat i done...
cause nobody like mi mah....

argh....
dunno why everyone dun like mi de...
everytime also like tat........
everyone........
no one understand mi at all....
i dun understand anyone at all....

i wanna be a baby....
then can dun care anything
when i cry there will always be someone by my side caring for mi...
but now....
even if i cry....
all i feel is even more alone......
the world is dark no matter how i see it...
...
.....
..
everything tat i hav done is a act...
all is a act to make u guys like mi.....
everything....
everything fails....

there no real mi anymore.....
cause everything is just an act.......
shayne dun exist anymore.....
ligen was created to act..........
.....
..........
.....
.........
im evas.......esaelp

~mistakes~

2009-03-13T02:36:00.002+08:00

~mistakes~

I thik that i did too much mistake in my life ler........

nowadays i also dunno wat happened to mi.....maybe i changed bah..........but i somehow dun like this.......

there are just too much mistakes......

~realli random post~

2009-03-11T13:54:00.003+08:00

~realli random post~

i want unlock evans but i dun want waste money liaos..-.-"

and i was whole day at home today!!....guai rite??...^^"

~ long time no post post~

2009-03-01T15:32:00.003+08:00

~ long time no post post~

seems like it been awhile ler........

lots of things changes in my life.......

i dun wanna blog anymore ler.........

my life is still fill with boring and unhappy stuff....

so i will only blog when i am happy again~

byebye

2009-02-16T16:07:00.004+08:00

been thiking and missing u so much on vday.....

shld i blog about vday??.....nth much also.....cause i ended working on tat day...

just finish watching toradora ep 19...

i cried so much at the ending there.......

the feeling of losing someone..........i totally felt wat tagia was feeling at that same moment......

aren't i stupid?......crying so much over an anime.......

but it's just so sad.......

so saddening.....

*edited*

today i watch wat anime also so sad sia!!...

clannad so touching!!....ah....

T.T.......

i so gd for nthing sia.......today cry and cry...

over anime......-.-".....

2009-02-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

sry for not replying tag......

everytime i see a tag i am happy tat someone tag but i dunno wat to reply since i so down......:X

but i will continue to reply again ler!!...

so tag tag tag!!......

remove blogsong auto play too.....so tat it will not drain kuro qouta if she got come read...~.~

~Heartful Song~

2009-02-12T17:47:00.006+08:00

~Heartful Song~

~Alone on an empty stage

The curtain falls on my dream

And i realize that

Like yesterday, tomorrow

Will never come again

The final scene is always

Painful and beautiful

But i will dry my tears and open the door

I am born again

Courage grows within me

I am no longer afraid

My heartful song

I will sing it forever

In the hope of reaching you~

~~I wish i can be as strong like in this song.....and live on with live all over again......~~

can i??........

~val day is coming~

2009-02-11T14:47:00.004+08:00

~val day is coming~

decided to stay at home

today not feeling veri well anyway..........

val day is coming.....

when i go out the time............

i see val day stuff all around.............

everyshop also selling stuff for vday

reminds mi of alot of stuff....

my plan for val day long time ago also cannot happen ler...

who tell mi go plan in advance so much......

make mi sad only....

aleast i noe she is happy now....

and she have someone to spent val day wif her....

not like mi stupidly go agree to work when i want go out play tat day.....

i realli is stupid stupid......

now i hav no choice but to be alone on val day.....

i realli miss her so much!!...

argh.......

baka ligen baka ligen!!...

baka mitai.....

baka.....

2009-02-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

~lost~

lost in the world of loneless......

i continue walking........

in order to find someone else......

anyone......who will treat mi as a friend and care for mi.......

however i am lost..........

i dunno where to head towards...........

the friends i had faded away........

theres no direction to head anymore...............

friendship is one of the hardest things to keep,

cause somewhere in the middle,

new friends may come,

but i hope u guys will keep me in your heart even when someone new comes along....

i still love you alot..........

i am stupid rite??.........

i tried many ways to forget about you......

everything couldn't work......

maybe it become a habit for mi too.........

~lost feelings~

2009-02-09T09:48:00.001+08:00

i dun want to be alone......

someone pls find untill mi...........

~ most unlucky day of my life after she left mi~

2009-02-09T01:26:00.004+08:00

~ most unlucky day of my life after she left mi~

woke up in the morning.......

then got problems ler.......

recieved a sms about sth.....

then sms and sms.......

then end up tat person sent mi a reply tat realli hurt mi alot.........

fine.....i promise i dun talk to her first ler k??...

then went to tution teacher house to gamble......

lose money like siao de.......

but last min won back some money so nvr lose so much.......

so went to find cheese and gumok to play jubeat......

when i playing jubeat the time......i turn my head....

i can't believe i saw her........

it stun mi for awhile.....like kanna flashback........

then i couldn't play anymore......i failed the song and ran away........

.........

................

......

i realli dunno wat to do................

why........why show yrself??........

somemore why show yrself wif tat guy??...

wif yr new bf.....

and show mi yr happy side when i am like tat.......

u said bye to mi..........

i wanted to talk to u so much........

so much........

i dunno wat to do........

i couldn't reply.............

i couldn't......

why u appeared today?...

when i just "quarral" with one of my best friend??

then after that i found out is tat person call u come the.......

i couldn't stand it.........i shouted....

tat person didn't care about my feelings.........

no one cared anyway.........

not like u.....

have so much friends that cared for you...

no one hate u for wat u done........u can continue cosplay de......no one will even care about how much u hurt mi de.......dun be stupid to thik tat they will care for mi...

i found out tat i am all alone in the end............

all my friends didn't care anymore.......

all alone..............hurt......

2009-01-30T09:34:00.002+08:00

why did all this things happened??...

2009-01-28T09:53:00.004+08:00

~removed~

~everything is a lie~

2009-01-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

everything is a lie....
everything is....
life is so boring now....
i am sick of it ler....
i can't get back and stand up again....
i feel so weak.......

loneliness is such a scary thing....
a person without friends that care....
how sad would that person be....

alone in this house.....
not a sound is made in the house....
sound of car driving by.......

without the feeling of doing anything.....
homework get pill up.....
feeling get pill up too.........
what am i doing??.....
why do i still feel this way.....
why can't i get out of it.........

i dun even understand what am i writing......

in the land of being alone....
watching people with friends and family walking around on the street....

chinese new year.....
seems so boring.......
i nvr knew i would not like chinese new year.....

i dun want myself anymore.......
i dun want........

tthis feeling realli sux.....

i wanna be someone that everyone will like.....
someone that everyone wants to be with.....
like that......i will not be alone anymore......

no one likes mi......
no one will accept who i am.....
no one will friend mi after they know what type of chara i have......

why??....why??.....
i dun understand why......
what have i done wrong??.....
why no one likes mi........

everything is a lie.....
everyone lied......

~assignments assignments~

2009-01-21T16:34:00.004+08:00

~assignments assignments~

so much assignments to do....
so bored....
i want go out play....
i dun want to be left alone.....
i am afraid of loneliness...

i wonder how u are doing......
i can't help it....

i am afraid of so much things.......

2009-01-15T10:11:00.003+08:00

i am scared ler.....
veri scared.....

stop this.....
stop all this......

~got to get stronger~

2009-01-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

~got to get stronger~

i am so weak....
why can't i just stop thiking of you....
u dun nid my care anymore....
u dun nid mi to make handmade gift to u anymore...

why can't i forgot about my feelings....
am i selfish?...
am i only caring about my happiness??.....

i dunno i dunno i dunno....

~ she lied to mi~

2009-01-11T18:51:00.005+08:00

~ she lied to mi~

i can't believe
she actually lied to mi......
why??....

did she realli had feelings for tat guy??
why she go out then nvr say tat guy was there........

somemore jio him out so many times.......

seems like i was realli replaced...

~unanswered feelings~

2009-01-11T11:30:00.006+08:00

~unanswered feelings~

there's alot of things i wanted to say to you when i saw you updated yr blog ytd when i was outside.....

i am glad you write tat blog entry...
at least now i understand why u wanted to break up....
it isn't fair....

i tried to smoke away my pain...
i tired to drink away my sorrows....

both way kinda didn't work..

still having slpless nights and no appetite...
everytime i manage to slp....i accidentally wake up then i couldn't slp ler...
cause will kept on thiking of you....
like today i slpt at 7am...then i woke up at 11am cause i was dreaming of u then accidentally woke up
i still can't accept the truth tat u can treat mi like this....

everything was too sudden.......
way too sudden......

i can't believe everything is gone ler....
suddenly....

isn't breaking up called running away from the problems instead??

~can't stop thiking~

2009-01-10T08:50:00.005+08:00

~can't stop thiking~

thiking and thiking and thiking
still not able to hav a gd appetite
not able to slp well at all
and dun hav the mood to do anything except wanting to have friends by myside all the time

manage to slp ytd because my parents were by my side..
but they can't kept by my side forever...
they have their own life too

I manage to stop myself from crying...
but i am still lost....
and i still hav abit thoughts of ending my life...
everytime i remember that all hope is gone....
she ran away and left mi alone.....

She said before dun ever leave her...
yet she was the one who left mi...

she had alot of friends...
i want to have more friends too!!
but i dunno why friends will start to leave mi after being wif them for awhile...

Problems she had in our relationship..
she nvr tell mi at all....
all she told everything to is tat guy....
tats why the guy understand her more....
cause when i done wrong....i wouldn't noe i hav done wrong and wrong to the end...

i saw that friends are veri veri important to mi now..
wifout friends i will be all alone..
friends will be able to talk nonsense to make mi stop thiking that much

but lots of things will suddenly remind mi of her when i manage to stop thiking of her for awhile..
when i want to slp...
i kept on thiking of her...
after accidently waking up when slpping...
i can't slp again cause i will start talking of how the day will last wifout her ever again....

~~~~~~thiking about u non-stop.......i hope that when i am able to get bck to the time tat u said i treat u best, u will come bck to me~~~~~~~

but...how much time would u nid to sort out yr thoughts??

~ everything is gone~

2009-01-09T16:08:00.003+08:00

~ everything is gone~

seeing her being much happier now....
I am happy

seeing her much happier now wifout mi and being closer to another guy....
i felt so hurt
so hurt..............

she dun tell mi about how she feel about mi when we were together..
and suddenly....she broke up wif mi....

i love her alot,
she is my everything.
Wifout her i dunno wat to do now....
that's why i hold on to hope......

i hope that when i am able to get bck to the time tat she said i treat her the best,
she will come bck to mi.....

i will give you some time......and myself some time...
after that i will start to chase you again...

u meant too much to mi....
i love you

~ 173 days of happy, sad and lovely memories ~

2009-01-08T20:30:00.003+08:00

~ 173 days of happy, sad and lovely memories ~

i decided to stop sms you
it's because i am scared that u will feel that i am holding on too tight

i couldn't let this 173 days stop counting.........
i thought of alot and alot of stuff...
i am veri afraid veri veri veri veri afraid i will lose you
i am still holding on to the thought that we will be able to be together again....
i been thiking....wat if that thought started to fade away.....
i thik that i will not be able to face anything...
everything is starting to be meaningless....
i tried to continue my normal life till u are able to give mi a reply....
but i couldn't do it......everything is starting to be meaningless wifout you....
you have brought mi meaning in my life....
you are my everything......u mean everything to mi....

crying and crying.....i feel so weak.....
i started to hurt my parents.....
i didn't hav the mood to eat dinner....
my mom consoled mi to eat...
my parents were waiting for mi to get bck home to eat dinner together...
i can't disapoint them...they were the one who spent so much efford to brought mi up....

i remember there was one time....
i accidently said someone name when the panda was dropping...
u writed in yr blog u wanted to dao mi for awhile.....
i was so afraid tat i will lose u....
i cried so hard.....i waited at yr house downstairs.......
and after my hp went out of batt i decided to went home to charge it....
i realli miss u and afraid....so i called........
hope was on my side...
u picked up the call.....i found out that u didn't mean that way....
u were dissapointed that i called her name.......
i was so so afraid of losing you.........i cried so hard in yr arms......
u siad to mi.....you were there.....you were always by myside.....
i couldn't stop crying.......the thought of losing you....it hurts so much.......
even when i am writing this.....i am crying out so hard......
the thought of not having you by my side....
it hurt so much....so much..........

i can't cont writing ler....

Continue~~~~~~~~

Will you give mi the chance??
to hold yr hand again,
and walk together wif you
till the end of life......

I love you.....i realli do.......
Tan Pei Qi
You appeared in my life
the first time i saw you
i nvr excepted that we will be toegether
My first impression of you is that you dun like to talk to people u dun noe
thats why i didn't talk wif you
i scared that you will not like mi talking to you
I remember that the first day i meet you
the only thing you talk to mi about was
'wat did you order?'
dunno why i remember wat you said
maybe it was because you were abit special that time
or maybe u look very dao then i stun that u asked mi sth....:X

Second time we meet......
Kuraidori Cosfest chalet
I had alot of fun...
i knew alot of new people....
had fun wif them....
cosplaying togethering...
and chating chating watching D.gray-man on art central and others...

alot of stuff happened after that....
i learn the truth or wat others were thiking
people then started to break out wif one another...
i still remember
You were sad about the accident at the chalet...
u sms mi to call u and sing you to slp....
i was scare that when u hear my singing voice i will give u a bad impression
cause i noe my singing voice is veri bad
i remember i kept on say i nid to prepare my voice before i can sing on the phone
i said i nid to clear my throat first
i said i nid to drink water first and others
then i finally pick up the courage to sing to you
at that time i didn't noe u had such a beautifull voice...
if tat time i had knew i dun thik i dare to sing....><

The nxt day
u asked mi out for dinner on the thread...
theres was others who went to the dinner too
that day i started to feel sth for you...
u seems like someone who is easy to talk to
i started to feel that we were starting to get closer together

after that day.....
we realli started to get closer together
i started to care more and more for you
when you were going to leave..
i wanted to walk u to the bus stop

on msn
there was the time we were acting the story of watermelon seed and qiqi
we played along wif each other
i didn't excepted we will play along untill the story got so far...^^"
after that, everytime we started to talked about it
you will seem so happy to talk about it

17072008
i wanted to ask you ask if you want celebrate yr birthday wif mi
a date that i will nvr forgot..
i thought u would have your friends to celebrate yr birthday wif
so i was scared to ask you..
but that day,
sai sms mi if i were free to answer him call now
he told mi that you were feeling down
i then also knew that u wasn't going to celebrate yr birthday wif anyone
so we decide to ask u out to celebrate yr birthday
i went out of class for quite some time
i stand at the railing outside of my class area
i started to call chak and ask him if he wanted to celebrate qiqi birthday
we planned on how to celebrate and the plan to make qiqi happy
we planned on wat present to give to u too
i didn't had time to go get a present after sch...
so i ask chak to get the present for you then we can share out the cost of it
i called you
u didn't answer my call
but soon after u called bck...
i told u that we were going to celebrate yr birthday out
you agreed

i was kinda happy that i was able to celebrate yr birthday but you where feeling down because of yr parents

i rushed down after sch to meet up wif you all
and then...we started wif the plan to make you happy
i was so happy that it work...
to be able to see you smiling and being so happy
i realli felt veri happy too....
my feelings started grew more and more

that day u grabbed my arm when we were walk to the bus stop
18 07 2008
i will nvr forget it
the day i felt someone grabbed my arm so tightly,
even though u didn't use much strengh.....
when the bus came,
i didn't want u to go...
you hand started to slip down my arm and towards my hand
i didn't want to let go

The first time i touch yr hands....
it felt....
warmed?
i didn't noe....there was a feeling....
our hands touch each other for only such a short time tat day.....

things started to get better after tat day

we started to go out on dates together
we started to hold hands
started to eh.....kiissss.......
you took away my first kiss...

it felt odd at first....
but after that, it felt loved...

Dates after dates~
i started to love u more and more and more and more
i automatic wifout realising started to love you more and more
my love for you were so deep

i started to want to show you more and more about how i feel about you

i didn't have relationship before....
i dunno when are the dates that couples shld celebrate
i started going online and search for thread about such thing
i learn tat giving stuff to someone you love come from yr heart
when u feel like giving, u can give yr love one gift
but there are also important dates to remember

~continued on another post due to some problems~

2009-01-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

~continued on another post due to some problems~

I am someone who dun realli hav alot of ideas
go out i also dunno how to plan

During the 3rd month of being together
u smsed mi happy 3rd month at midnight
i didn't noe tat things like 3rd month need to be celebrate
i didn't hav time to prepare any present so i drew something for you
i put in effort so it will look nice and i can give it to you

That day was realli a veri happy one.
I was able to noe you more
i was able to understand you more
and i still continue to love you more
i was able to feel that u were feeling very happy that day too

After tat,
your exams were coming.
I wanted to give you a gift to encourage you to study hard..
when you are stress, i hope the gift will make you remind of mi and make yr stress go away.
So i decide to do something handmade.

i went to search for d.i.y stuff and saw foldable roses.
I brought them and went home to try to fold one.
It was alot of trouble at first.
The instruction on the paper given wasn't clear enough.
So i went to search how to fold roses online.
It took mi some time to be able to finally fold one roses after so many tries and failure.
After that it also took mi some time to be able to fold the rest of the roses.

suddenly, you asked mi out on a sunday.
So i plan to give you the roses i folded on that day.
I didn't noe tat that day was our 100days together.
You fold mi 300+ stars!!
i was realli happy!!
u told mi in the letter that

In the bottle of stars, got 100 orange and red ones. The blue stars you didn't count.
Red represents your passion,
Orange represents your warmth.
Inititally separated by the blocks of ice (the blue stars) and finally metting each other.
The overfloing stars represents yr overflowing love for mi.

reading the letter made mi cry again.
you also scribble alot of nonsense on the box when protected the bottle of stars.

I realli love the gift alot....
reading the letter make mi realise sth again

you love for mi is always silent....
i forgot about it..
yet i question u wif questions

This time.....if you are able to give mi the chance i want...
i promise wat i write on the sms are true
i realli need you
will u give mi another chance??
to ammend the mistake i done
and made you step out of the burden and feel love and happiness

2009-01-05T09:24:00.002+08:00

feeling weird nowadays.....dunno why.....

school started ler and i ended up blogging in class...~.~"

school started ler and class are still so boring.....
i suddenly realize there's so much assignment i should have done during the holidays but i didn't...-.-"

should start doing them when have time.......

~temp post~

2008-10-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

~temp post~

Will not update for some time due to assignments right after first day back to school. Have this dunno wat thing need hand in next week then after that continue another group assignment one. Then need to write 1k words of comparison to hand in by tomorrow...-.-".....today just back to sch only leh....still got other assignments and i only attend two modules only.....what about the rest??...all also will have so much stuff??...T.T......

it's back to school life against.....assignment end ler directly have another one...hiaz.....

byebye for now......still need finish up my 1k comparision thingy....

~School starting again!!~

2008-10-09T01:37:00.006+08:00

~School starting again!!~

Yikes.....school going to start again in like....four more days...........

boring days of school going to start again....

dunno if will change class rep anot....

kinda bored being the class rep....nid hang in stuff for class.....

dunno the teacher in charge of my class still angry wif mi for not attending dunno what trip cause i was bored.....:X....he scold mi say i class rep still pon...-.-"

anyway....at least got some cca points.....

mi also useless class rep......dunno how to manage a class also...~.~".....

last few days of holiday ler.....

wish will be able to spent more time wif dear...

but she also have her studies ^^"...

guess i better find something else to do bah....

coscon

2008-09-20T11:59:00.001+08:00

today i when to coscon.....

sry for such a one line post......when i wanna update ler....kinda forgot wat happened tat day...^^"

~Result For My First Semester~

2008-09-16T11:47:00.002+08:00

~Result For My First Semester~

i did a veri random thing yesterday.....

i decided to SLePT early so today can wake up early.....~.~

so in the morning my sec sch friend ask mi what results i got for my first semester as the result have been released

so i just log in and check my result..................................................................

okay.....i thik the sch is ready to kick mi out ler......

my result is like too low to be true.........T.T...

all my last minute work................skipping lesson to do another lesson hwk......

hiaz........shld have put in more effort for my final projects........

at least i thik i learn not to last minute my project ler.....

that what i thought i learn after every last minute work.........-.-"

~another day~

2008-09-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

~another day~

lets see.....another day past wif mi doing nth productive.....-.-"

did a few finishing touches to my blog...

nth much anyway....just added links and somethings here and there

decided to pack up my room since i haven been packing since a while

so time to get to work~~

this is how it looks like before

my room is small so things are throw all over the table de...~.~"

so after all the hard work and sweats......

my room turn out like this~~

not much changes i guess......

but at least i clear the stuff on my table...~.~"

~Mid-Autumn Festival~

2008-09-14T23:59:00.005+08:00

~Mid-Autumn Festival~

since so long nvr blog ler so decided to blog something short bah....

Today was Mid-Autumn Festival!!....

so prepare stuff before goin over to qiqi hse

got one box in the picture i nvr bring go....cause bag no space ler...~.~"..

kind of wanted to go early prepare stuff first??

but something bad happened when i step out of the mrt station.....

IT WAS RAINING LOR!!!~~

hiaz.....plan down??...so call qiqi when i reach her house nearby~

so went to her house...

then we play the 'BESTMAN Ballon"...the bubble thingy...

then we made this!!....

okay okay.....i only make the head....:X.....

so the rest is all qiqi make one....~.~".....

so since we got so much sparkles?....then it become outing ler??....

so mint, cheese, gumok and toxic came down

then went to meet up with mint first...

then go find somemore sparkles???........end up brought another packet of sparkles??...

kinda wasted....never used all up in the end....still got leftover....tml go play again??...XD....jkjk...

then me and mint played one of the games at pasar malan...

lols....i like oversize to play it??.....

so spent $3 to play the pinball thingy!!....

the score get is so low the sia.........

couldn't get that stitch thingy....T.T......i sux...

anyway.....lets move on.......so we go play sparkles and candles!!! and ballon??..

so thats all.....i dun have anymore pic when playing sparkles......~.~"...

Ohya.....made a mistake on taking which bus home and ended up wif no more bus to take home...

so ended up spending $15.90 on taxis fare!!~......ouch....exp sia....

~writen finish at 9/15/08 4.26AM~

2008-09-03T22:09:00.004+08:00

dun thik i will be updating any time soon........i dun like to see the way people use their blogs for.....so will not updated anytime soon.....

anyway....my life boring de....nth much to see...XD

about blogs..

2008-08-27T00:35:00.008+08:00

-post deleted due to too much emoness??....>.<"-

wasn't meant to be read de....gomen....

NatsuMatsuri

2008-08-23T23:59:00.007+08:00

~NatsuMatsuri~

Woke up early in the morning to meet up wif qiqi, ace, chak, mint, dark, amber and ai.
ate lunch at banquet at dunno what shopping centre at simei mrt...~.~...
i ate lemon chicken rice!!....(ah!!...hungry ler.....i go grab sth then continue....brb...)
then i forgot what the others ate..~.~"...
okay...bck to the point.....then we head off towards the Japanese Primary School....
ace knew the way so he was going to lead the rain....

but.....something happened........something bad.........dam sianz sia....tat thing happen......

IT WAS RAINING!!...and it didn't stop even though event started!!!!

We make our way there by bus.........
then when we reach.......guess wat.............................
it was still raining....
anyway.....then we found out that the queue for tickets nvr start early so we stand and queue in front of the gate...........and in the rain....

dark took out her 'small' umbrella......
then someone offer to share her 'big' umbrella wif us....
so i share the 'small' umbrella wif qiqi

when waiting......lots of things happen....lets see....
as usure....mint bully mi again.....-.-"...
then haru came during 3pm+ i thik....cause remember he came around the time as ahpek bus
dark play her psp......disgaea!!...my lvl stuck at 3k+ i nvr play ler...=X....i spent so much time playing disgaea last time.....dam fun lor...~.~....owning all the noobs monster then getting own by strong characters......-.-"....(ah...getting out of point ler...*drift bck drift bck*)
then lots of chitchat......dun thik is gd idea to write everything down.....
if not no space.....
acually is also i can't remember all the stuff...=X
then after awhile ace and nori arrive~~......(opps....forgot write ace left us after awhile when he fetch us till Japanese Primary School)
then lalalala..........

then.....suddenly the a guy inside a sch was walking towards the gate!!!....
everyone was like shouting....lai lai....open gate...~.~"...
then the guy realli is come open gate one!!....rush ar!!!....
okay...after some running...and sorting out.....
mi qi ace nori use advance tickets to get in first......so the others go queue for tickets
random stuff happen.......dunno why queue at one queue tat dunno is do what one...
so we all head towards the place to rent yukata area!!...
spilt into two de......the male and female....opps...forgot the children one...=x

this post getting so draggy......-.-"....lets skipp some stuff~~~

rent finish ler!!....rent yukata for $2 and obi for $1....then geta??...

thik can just borrow one...=X...
got yukata then got the feeling for the festival...><...

ah...too bad not everyone manage to get...T.T....

*growls growls*....it's time for u noe wat!!...

the smell is so tempting!!.....

Dinner!!.......

brought...yakisoba!!~....

too bad my sasauge drop lar!!....sad sad...

ah!!...no vegetarain food....then haru cannot eat anything there.......

then he say got somethings on so nid leave......

hmn.....after dinner was.......

The performaces!!

tired from all the waiting during the morning......

queue for like 4hours +......

so get tired when finally CAN SIT DOWN!!....^^"...

then the others see performances then i slp......-.-"...

okay...skip skipp......

then got the mass dance!!!...

didn't dance cause tired tired de...

hmn.....tats around all the things tat happened in the event bah.....

noe i miss out alot of stuff......

but i scare my post too lengthly then sianz to read.....>.<"...

before goin off....we went for food hunting!!...

ah!!...i wanted tat apple so much!!.......

see people eat like dam nice like tat.....

then heard is sold out ler...hiaz....

brought candyfloss share wif qiqi ^^.....so long nvr eat candyfloss ler..

someone was giving out balloons shape into stuff...(forgot wat is it called...=X)

i got a veri odd object......-.-"...

LOoks like relo!!....lols....

then esu got alot of the balloon yoyo thingy!! then she give us each one!!...^^....yeah!!.......

but in the end.....-.-"...play the yoyo wif mint then end up the thing stuck under the machine at expo........

went home after taking shuttle bus to expo....

okay....cannot drag longer ler....if not too long too boring to read....

feel like blogging again~~

2008-08-18T20:13:00.004+08:00

So long never blog ler....so i think i should revive my blog and here it is......waiting for a chance to write a post now....~.~

2006-12-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

Went ice-skating in the morning today.....went there for the first time.Fall too many times till can't remember....T.T ( at least i help drain water......(ice melt to water , fall will collect some water , then will wet....)) ..after went see movie Open-season then went to eat chicken chop without chicken..only eat the fries and beans then......rush to tution .........The End.........

2006-11-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

During 27-29 nov,i went to 6 joy Chalet. I wasn't as fun as last year....Only three people stay for the first night but quite many stay for the second night.Went home at 9+ am then sleep to 6+ pm.....

2006-11-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

So long nvr write blog ler.....no more class till school reopen but still need to go back school for school open house and my cca. Changed my blogskin...Going to sleep ler.....

2006-10-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

So long never write blog ler.....haiz....school hoildays now but still got lots of extra classes....still got tution too...so boring at home..z..z..z..z..z..nth else to write...at least all my extras leason will end at 17th nov

exam........

2006-10-24T11:39:00.001+08:00

Exams finally over...didn't do very well but at least i get 4th in class :) . I finall pass my ss for the first time , then when the teacher give mi my ss paper back, he say i finally pass my first ss paper.....My science score very bad, i have no idea y...my chinese compo and letter writing all write out of point...T.T....how come??? Got to read more books ler (should be start reading books). Nth more to write....zzzzz...zzz

2006-08-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

From monday-wednessday i went through a motivation camp.

it was so fun lor....wish it laster longer T.T....

There was three trainer and one dj.....

Trainer names: Candice
Danny
Stuart
Dj name(nick):E C square

7 day after nd

2006-08-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

7 days after national day ler........so fast......

Pics of Singapore
(taken from Ndp website)

2006-08-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

today 4th of august, so fast going to national day and two day before it is my birthday :).....the only thing is that cfm 1 or 2 people will remember my birthday only....and will not get any present like the past few year :(.....My blog like very sad like that.....nth special happen to me so nth to write....

-=> Happy National Day <=-

Rainie!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today went to junction 8 to see rainie!!!So Many people lor

Saw rainie!!!She so cute!!She sang two songs then everyone sang two happy birthday song Too!!!(one in english then in chinese)

Then she began to start signing everyone album

Didn't wait very long before she sign mine.Nth to write ler...
(All the pic is get from other people de cause my mother went oversea and borrow my digital camera so i use my phone camera which is very blurzz!!)

2006-06-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

First week of holiday going to over ler,so fast lor...Today did nth but play com and see tv..Wanted to play my brother ps2 but spoilt ler....I WaNt PlAy KiNgDoM HeArT 2!!!So boring all day at home..Tomorrow going back to school again to pack my cca de room and plan about the camp..Must wake up early..9.00am must reach..Rainie coming to singapore..I want go see her,anyone going too plz tell mi,i want tag along...

last day of school

2006-05-26T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today finally last day of school ler.Today at school there was 4 fight in my class.Last day of school so many thing..Then help mr choo to clean the lab,he let us use the lab after we clean up.Got back my result ler..Not wat i was expecting....Went to nearby food court for dinner.Then went home.My mother scolded mi for my result and blamed mi for not trying hard.I don't feel like studying anymore.She scolded mi for failing my english..I write so much for wat,anyway no one want to see my blog de...

after exam

2006-05-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

Finally exam over ler...so boring at house..nth to do...How come my exam so late then start de??But 3 days only,very fast end..Wonder how much i will get for my exam..All the exam so hard.i think i will fail ss and geog...

Haiz.....i want to sleep

2006-05-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

5 April 2006

At home using com now...Haiz,just now go to 2 tution,so boring...and tired too....just eat finish a packet of hokkien mie for supper,so full..so nice...no show to watch ler...Tomorrow elections ler.If i can vote i will vote for _____________________________(All voting is secret)this is wat the news say de...Mid-year coming soon,but all my other school friends mid-year started ler and going to end soon,but mine coming soon and will end later...so late ler,i go sleep now,bb

Is my blog lock????

2006-05-02T15:13:00.000+08:00

I wonder if my blog is still lock???There was an email from blogger saying that their automated classifier(use to find spam blogs) detected that my blog has characteristics that resemble spam!!!(i wonder what is it?)

1 May 2006

Yesterday slept at 1.30+,then woke at 6.20.I was so tired then.I was nearly late for school but wasn't(cause the prefect let us in as there was still a lot of people late).Reach home at around 2.30,ate lunch and then started writing my blog.Nth special happened to write about so,bb.

30 of April

2006-05-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

I decide to remake my blog and i hope u enjoy reading it...Remember to link to my new blog,Thks.

30 Of April

Woke up at around 11am.Still so tired.Today my father brought Mac for breakfast,but i think is lunch cause i ate at 11.30.So full even now.So many homework to do,should have did them earlier then i can enjoy my labour day but i have to do them later...Still got school homework and tution homework to do...My tamagotchi call ler,i still so childish play tamagotchi but i nth to day wat so when i saw it,i miss playing it so i brought one....He Hungry ler...Here the pic of it

Gtg to go ler,bb